Now...

Now,
I know that it’s the end
I know that it’s all just foolishness

Now,
I know that it’s not true
I am just disappointed in myself for
Not being able to get a hold of you because of that pride

Now,
I erased all of you
I emptied out all of you
But when the rain falls again
All the memories of you I hid with effort
It all comes back, it must be looking for you

Xiah Junsu

Assalamualaikum......

Dah awal pagi aku still x tido la...erm...biasalah student life..huhuhu...

K lah...back to topic...

Xiah junsu dah kuarkan die punya full movie untul Tallaterantra * entah betul tak eja nyer*... Tapi kan aku still xdpat nk tgok lagi ni...xpuas hati tul...ni semua sebab broadband aku dah kehabisan limit...aduh..sedih2...xpelah...esok wifi GMI jadi mangsa aku...huhuhu....

Dah merepek sini...esok aku kelas di pagi hari lagi...present lak tu...adui...

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my sweet heart..

 

before going to sleep i want to share my new love..

HERO JAE JONG... 

nice to see and more nice if i can hug him.. (^_^)

Beautiful show..

oklah...beautiful show...ape tu? huhuhu well for K-POP lover tentu tau kan... nilah die BEAST concert...tajuk die BEAUTIFUL SHOW..  

  xnak la merapu banyak...just nk share sedikit sebanyak  koleksi video kat youtube yang lawa sal konsert ni..

  first part lagu SPECIAL.. ni lagu biasa Beast nyanyikan setiap kali permulaan mereka.. its special... for beauty.. =)

  second video lagu BREATH.. pergh superb giler vokal  yoseob ni...mmg power ar....

third my fav song.. SHOCK! nice ar...dengan tarian tu..aduhai.. mmg best ar...

ni last part yang BTNews bagi.. part ni just talk..talk..talk.. And talk and sepatah pon aku xfaham coz no translate.. huhuhu... xper2 lain kali aku cuba fahamkan.huhu
oklah...nia kau ader a few of fancam yang lawa...  

slow version of EASY.... most important die fokus kat Yoseob.. =)

 

hyun saeng...is totally trouble maker..

hahahh =)

 

last fancam...sebab xtau nk pilih..hahha

ader yg sound ok tp video x ok.

yang ni more to fokus on screen la...hahha

btw..enjoy.. 

MORE FANCAM CLICK HERE!

more info refer here ::> http://alwaysbeast.net/2012/01/17/info-2012-beast-world-tour-beautiful-show/

p/s: patut ader ke?? just nk share my fav jer..

because I’m stupid from Young Saeng & Kyu Jong..

lagu pertama yang menyebabkan aku jatuh cinta pada K-POP…..
SS501 cinta pertama ku…dan juga akan jadi cinta terakhir ku…hahhaha
setelah lama lagu ni x di mainkan di kaca TV secara langsung…
Tapi kat SEOUL TOKYO MUSIC FESTIVAL….
my sweet Prince Heo Young Saeng
my forever Center Kim Kyu Jong
buat aku hampir gila…mereka persembahkan lagu ni..arghh.. bogoshipo…


dengar lagu ni buat aku rindu mereka balik…terimalah untuk semua…

bogoshipo…

miss they all together…really hope this year they can make their comeback….argh…..

all become one..waiting for this time…

kenali diri kamu disini.....

 

today birthday minho...so aku nak share artikel ni untuk semua orang

masa ni la nak kenal diri sendiri....

 lau betul kita sama2 baiki kesalahan kita k.

jadikan panduan untuk perbetulkan kesalah diri

xde la nanti semua kawan2 dah jauh baru kita nak sedar.

so amik la masa untuk baca dan baiki diri sendiri..

DOG ---->

January 01 – 09

April 01 – 03

June 15 – 20

July 10 – 15

September 28 – 30

December 01 – 16

MOUSE --->

January 10 – 24

March 16 – 23

April 15 – 26

June 01 – 03

July 01 – 09

August 16 - 25

LION--->

January 25 - 31

March 13 - 15

May 22 - 31

November 01 - 16

CAT--->

February 01 - 05

March 24 - 31

June 25 - 30

July 27 - 31

September 15 - 27

November 17 - 30

DOVE--->

February 06 - 14

May 14 - 21

July 16 - 26

September 01 - 14

December 26 - 31

TURTLE--->

February 15 - 21

April 27 - 30

June 04 - 14

August 26 - 31

October 16 - 27

PANTHER--->

February 22 - 28

April 04 - 14

October 28 - 31

MONKEY--->

March 01 - 12

May 01 - 13

June 21 - 24 

August 01 - 15

October 01 - 15

December 17 - 25

If you are a Dog :

A very loyal and sweet person. Your loyalty can never be doubted. You are quite honest and sincere when it comes to your attitude towards working. You are a very simple person, indeed. Absolutely hassle free, humble and down-to-earth!! That explains the reason why your friends cling on to you! You have a good taste for clothes. If your wardrobe is not updated with what is trendy, you sure are depressed. Popular and easy-going. You have a little group of dignified friends, all of them being quality-personified.

If you are a Mouse :

Always up to some sort of a mischief! The mischievous gleam in your eyes is what makes you so cute and attractive to everyone. You are an extremely fun-to-be-with kind of person. No wonder people seek for your company and look forward to include you for all get-together's. However, you are sensitive which is a drawback. People need to select their words while talking to you. If someone tries to fiddle around and play with words while dealing with you, it is enough to invite your wrath. God bless the person then!

If you are a Lion :

Quite contradictory to your name, you are a peace loving person. You best try to avoid a situation wherein you are required to fight. An outdoor person, you dislike sitting at one place for a long duration. Popular and easy-going. You are a born leader, and have it in you how to tactfully derive work from people. People love the way you always treat them. You love being loved, and when you receive your share of limelight from someone, you are all theirs!!!!

If you are a Cat :

An extremely lovable, adorable person, sometimes shy, with a passion for quick wit. At times, you prefer quietness. You love exploring various things and going into depth of each thing. Under normal circumstances you're cool but when given a reason to, you are like a volcano waiting to erupt. You're a fashion bird. People look forward to you as an icon associated with fashion. Basically, you mingle along freely but don't like talking much to strangers. People feel very easy in your company. You observe care in choosing your friends.

If you are a Turtle :

You are near to perfect and nice at heart. The examples of your kindness are always circulated in groups of people. You, too, love peace. You wouldn't like to retaliate even to a person who is in the wrong. You are loved due to this. You do not wish to talk behind one's back. People love the way you always treat them. You can give, give and give love, and the best part is that you do not expect it back in return. You are generous enough. Seeing things in a practical light is what remains the best trait of you guys.

If you are a Dove :

You symbolize a very happy-go-lucky approach in life. Whatever the surroundings may be, grim or cheerful, you remain unaffected. In fact, you spread cheer wherever you go. You are the leader of your group of friends and good at consoling people in their times of need. You dislike hypocrisy and tend to shirk away from hypocrites. They can never be in your good books, no matter what. You are very methodical and organized in your work. No amount of mess, hence, can ever encompass you. Beware, it is easy for you to fall in love....

If you are a Panther :

You are mysterious. You are someone who can handle pressure with ease, and can handle any atmosphere without going berserk. You can be mean at times, and love to gossip with your selected group. Very prim and proper. You like all situations and things to be in the way you desire, which, sometimes is not possible. As a result, you may lose out in some relationships. But otherwise, you love to help people out from difficult and tight spots when they really need you.

If you are a Monkey :

Very impatient and hyper!!! You want things to be done as quick as possible. At heart, you are quite simple and love if you are the center of attraction. That way, you people are unique. You would like to keep yourself safe from all the angles. Shall your name be dragged or featured in any sort of a controversy, you then go all panicky. Therefore, you take your precautions from the very beginning. When you foresee anything wrong, your sixth sense is what saves you from falling in traps. Quite a money minded bunch you people

p/s:: suka baca ni..tp susah nk terima hakikat

ini aku..arghhh......

SECRET ADMIRE?

   

hahhaha.. .. .. .. ada orang admire aku la.. .. alamak dah x secret dah.. ahahhaha.. .. .. biler ariesa mula berPERASAAN.. .. .. .. .. ..huhuu.. .. .. ..menda kecik jadi besar.. .. .. menda x betul die nak jadikan betul..hahhaha.. .. ..what ever la ariesa.. .. .. .. tapikan satu jer persoalan...ader ke orang nak admire Ariesa yang kuat perasan ni?.. .. …. .. ..hemm.. .. ..satu pertanyaan..ader saper2 nak jawab ke?? huhu.. .. .. confirm xde.. =)

okeyla... ...back to topic.. .. ..

SECRET ADMIRE.. ...setiap orang akan ada secret admire kan.. ..  . hah ! xde? tipula.. .. . macam x logik jer.. .. ariesa yang comot ni pon boleh admire orang ni kan korang2..nak tau ariesa admire sape??

bersambung selepas ini..…..

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hahhah…macam x berapa betul je aku ni kan…macam2 la…

mesti tertanya2kan nape mesti aku citer..kata secret so simpan sorang2 dah la kan..ni nak heboh2 plak..dah bukan secret la…ni semua sebab entry2 sebelum ni….yelah..kejap aku macam frust..kejap aku macam deeply fall in love..pastu kejap2 aku macam menonggeng terguling2 frustkan… ish2.. memang dasar jiwa kacau ar….

okeylah kat kesempatan ni aku nak clearkan semua la….bagi korang faham… xde la…yang perasan aku admire die… xde la perasan yang aku benci die… xde la lagi yang cakap aku ni jiwa kacau… walaupon pada hakikat die mmg pon jiwa kacau..

saper secret admire aku eh?? aku pon tertanya2… xtau plak aku ader ader pendam perasaan kat seseorang..ader ke tak de ek? tak berapa nak pasti la…. secret admire sama jugak dengan bertepuk sebelah tangan kan?

 

laaa….lau macam tu mmg ada la…ni orangnyer..

handsome kan…. tulah tanya lagi sape secret admire aku..kan sekarang dah kalahkan…hehehheh….

ni satu lagi gambar die yang sempat aku click..huhu…de sebabkan die ni hansome sangat la aku just dapat jadikan secret admire jer…sedihkan…

tapi die selalu cakap kat aku…

“I’m your man for you, following and getting today too…I only thinking of you today too… “

macam mane aku nak cakap eh..die ni secret admire aku ke?? or kami sama2 falling in love..hahahh..bapak perasan kan…heheheh…xper2 sekali sekala….

eh…alamak macam mane leh ader Mr Shy Prince ni?? aduhai..si comel ni nak wat commersial film la plak..huhuhu..anyway lau x kerana die la kan..aku x kenal sape my Mr secret admire tu…TQ Shy Prince….

so sekarang puas hati lom sal my secret admire?? hehhe…mesti xpuas hati kan… kenapa la aku ni jadikan die sebagai secret admire aku kan… ntah la.. xsalahkan nak admire2 orang..so KIM HYUN JOONG  is my love forever…xkisah la lau die dah ader orang punya pon..tapi sekarang ni die hanya kepunyaan HENECIA and Triple S jer…so belum tentu next time die kepunyaan ARiesa mr comel ni kot…heheh….

x semua orang boleh menyayangi satu sama lain..so.

i only love my family 100% in my heart

Beast - Fiction

Aku tidak mampu melupai dirimu 

 Aku sedang menulis cerita yang tidak akan berakhir di dalam hatiku

Aku kan memegang dengan kuat dirimu 

Aku tidak akan membiarkan dirimu pergi

Biarpun hari ini, aku di dalam cerita tentang kau 

dan aku yang masih tidak berakhir, 

di dalam cerita rekaan.

아직 난 널 잊지 못하고 모든걸 다 믿지 못하고

ajik nan neol itji motago modeungeol da mitji motago

Aku masih tidak boleh melupakan dirimu, 
aku masih tidak boleh mempercayai apapun

이렇게 널 보내지 못하고 오늘도

ireoke neol bonaeji motago oneuldo

Biarpun hari ini, aku tidak mampu melepaskan dirimu pergi seperti ini

다시 만들어볼게 우리 이야기 끝나지 않게 아주 기나긴

dasi mandeureobolge uri iyagi kkeutnaji anke aju ginagin

Aku kan menulisnya kembali, cerita kita tidak akan berakhir

살갗을 파고 스며드는 상실감은 잠시 묻어둘게

salgacheul pago seumyeodeuneun sangsilgameun jamsi mudeodulge

Aku kan menguburkan fakta yang realiti 
sedang meresap ke dalam kulit ku sekarang

새로 써 내려가 시작은 행복하게 웃고 있는 너와 나

saero sseo naeryeoga sijageun haengbokhage utgo inneun neowa na

Aku kan menulisnya kembali sekali lagi, 
permulaanya bermula dengan kau dan aku tersenyum gembira

네가 날 떠나지 못하게 배경은 출구가 없는 좁은 방 안

nega nal tteonaji motage baegyeongeun chulguga eomneun jobeun bang an

Jika kau kan meninggalkan diriku, 
latarnya ialah sebuah bilik yang kecil tanpa jalan keluar

아무렇지 않게 네게 키스하고 달콤한 너의 곁을 떠나가질 못해

amureochi anke nege kiseuhago dalkomhan neoui gyeoteul tteonagajil motae

Aku mengucup dirimu bagaikan tiada apa yang salah, 
aku tidak mampu meninggalkan paras rupamu yang manis itu

우린 끝이라는건 없어

urin kkeuchiraneungeon eobseo

Ianya tidak wujud pengakhiran bagi kita

이렇게 난 또 (Fiction in Fiction)

ireoke nan tto (Fiction in Fiction)

Seperti ini lagi 
(cerita rekaan, di dalam cerita rekaan)

잊지 못하고 (Fiction in Fiction)

itji motago (Fiction in Fiction)

Aku tidak mampu melupai dirimu
(cerita rekaan, di dalam cerita rekaan)

내 가슴 속에 끝나지 않을 이야길 쓰고 있어

nae gaseum soge kkeutnaji anheul iyagil sseugo isseo

Aku sedang menulis cerita yang tidak akan berakhir di dalam hatiku

널 붙잡을게 (Fiction in Fiction)

neol butjabeulge (Fiction in Fiction)

Aku kan memegang dengan kuat dirimu
(cerita rekaan, di dalam cerita rekaan)

놓지 않을게 (Fiction in Fiction in Fiction)

nochi anheulge (Fiction in Fiction in Fiction)

Aku tidak akan membiarkan dirimu pergi 
(cerita rekaan, di dalam cerita rekaan, di dalam cerita rekaan)

끝나지 않은 너와 나의 이야기 속에서 오늘도 in Fiction

kkeutnaji anheun neowa naui iyagi sogeseo oneuldo in Fiction

Biarpun hari ini, 
aku di dalam cerita tentang kau dan aku yang masih tidak berakhir, 
di dalam cerita rekaan.

지금 여긴 행복한 이야기들밖에 없어

jigeum yeogin haengbokhan iyagideulbakke eobseo

Dikala ini, hanya wujud cerita yang gembira di sini

너무 행복한 우리 둘만의 이야기가 이렇게 (현실과는 다르게)

neomu haengbokhan uri dulmanui iyagiga ireoke
(hyeonsilgwaneun dareuge)

Cerita tentang kita yang sangat gembira 
(berbeza dengan realiti)

써 있어 점점 채워지고 있어

sseo isseo jeomjeom chaewojigo isseo

Sudah tertulis di sini, ianya secara perlahan-lahan memenuhi

너는 나에게로 달려와서 안기고

neoneun naegero dallyeowaseo angigo

Aku berlari ke arah mu dan memeluk dirimu

품 안에 안긴 너를 나는 절대 놓지 못해

pum ane angin neoreul naneun jeoldae nochi motae

Aku tidak kan melepaskan dirimu dari pelukanku selamanya

우린 끝이라는건 없어

urin kkeuchiraneungeon eobseo

Ianya tidak wujud pengakhiran bagi kita

이렇게 난 또 (Fiction in Fiction)

ireoke nan tto (Fiction in Fiction)

Seperti ini lagi 
(cerita rekaan, di dalam cerita rekaan)

잊지 못하고 (Fiction in Fiction)

itji motago (Fiction in Fiction)

Aku tidak mampu melupai dirimu 
(cerita rekaan, di dalam cerita rekaan)

내 가슴 속에 끝나지 않을 이야길 쓰고 있어

nae gaseum soge kkeutnaji anheul iyagil sseugo isseo

Aku sedang menulis cerita yang tidak akan berakhir di dalam hatiku

널 붙잡을게 (Fiction in Fiction)

neol butjabeulge (Fiction in Fiction)

Aku kan memegang dengan kuat dirimu 
(cerita rekaan, di dalam cerita rekaan)

놓지 않을게 (Fiction in Fiction in Fiction)

nochi anheulge (Fiction in Fiction in Fiction)

Aku tidak akan membiarkan dirimu pergi 
(cerita rekaan, di dalam cerita rekaan, di dalam cerita rekaan)

끝나지 않은 너와 나의 이야기 속에서 오늘도 in Fiction

kkeutnaji anheun neowa naui iyagi sogeseo oneuldo in Fiction

Biarpun hari ini, 
aku di dalam cerita tentang kau dan aku yang masih tidak berakhir,
di dalam cerita rekaan.

다시 한 번 더 말하지만

dasi han beon deo malhajiman

Aku berkata ini lagi, sekali lagi

지금 너는 내 옆에 있다고 그렇게 믿고 있어 난

jigeum neoneun nae yeope itdago geureoke mitgo isseo nan

Dikali ni, kau adalah berada di sisiku, aku mempercayainya sebegitu

(하지만 Fiction)

(hajiman Fiction)

(Tetapi di dalam cerita rekaan)

난 목적을 잃어버린 작가 이 소설의

nan mokjeogeul irheobeorin jakga i soseorui

Aku ialah seorang penulis yang hilang tekadnya di dalam novel ini

끝은 어떻게 마무리 지어야 해

kkeuteun eotteoke mamuri jieoya hae

Pengakhirannya, bagaimanakah sepatutnya aku menulisnya

사랑해 사랑해 사랑해 사랑해 사랑해 이 세 글자만

saranghae saranghae saranghae saranghae saranghae i se geuljaman

Aku mencinta dirimu, aku mencintai dirimu, aku mencintai dirimu, 
aku menulis 3 perkataan itu berulang kali

써 내려가 무뎌진 펜 눈물로 얼룩진 낡은 종이 위로

sseo naeryeoga mudyeojin pen nunmullo eollukjin nalgeun jongi wiro

Meletakkan pen yang sudah lusuh itu di atas kertas lama yang dibasahi air mata

행복할 수도 슬플 수도 없어 이 이야기는

haengbokhal sudo seulpeul sudo eobseo i iyagineun

Cerita ini tidak boleh menjadi gembira atau sedih

지금 난 너무나도 행복한 생각에 이야기를 쓰지만

jigeum nan neomunado haengbokhan saenggage iyagireul sseujiman

Dikali ini, aku sedang menulis sebuah cerita yang gembira

모든게 바람일 뿐이라고 여전히

modeunge baramil ppunirago yeojeonhi

Tetapi sekarang semuanya adalah masih sebuah harapan

난 행복한걸 (Fiction in Fiction in Fiction)

nan haengbokhangeol (Fiction in Fiction in Fiction)

Aku sedang bergembira 

(cerita rekaan, di dalam cerita rekaan, di dalam cerita rekaan)

우리 함께인걸 (Fiction in Fiction in Fiction

 uri hamkkeingeol (Fiction in Fiction in Fiction)

Kita adalah bersama 

(cerita rekaan, di dalam cerita rekaan, di dalam cerita rekaan)

이제 시작인걸 (Fiction in Fiction in Fiction)

ije sijagingeol (Fiction in Fiction in Fiction)

Sekarang ialah permulaannya

(cerita rekaan, di dalam cerita rekaan, di dalam cerita rekaan)

끝은 없는걸 (Fiction in Fiction in Fiction)

kkeuteun eomneungeol (Fiction in Fiction in Fiction)

Ianya tidak mempunya pengakhiran 

(cerita rekaan, di dalam cerita rekaan, di dalam cerita rekaan)

*cerita rekaan dalam rekaan xpernah terpisah dalam hidup kita...begitu juga aku..aku selalu karangkan cerita rekaan..yang hanya aku faham kenapa..walaupun fiction itu pedih..tapi fiction la yang mampu hiburkan hati yang sedang berduka...*

110528 Hyuk's performance

himpunan sejuta belia...wow..eunhyuk..

akhirnya dapat aku lihat die ni....

xleh lupa bagaimana aku hampir nangis..

hepi giler walaupon dapt tgok dr jarak jauh..

miss u eunhyuk...

Kim Hyun Joong (SS501) – Please

Please (Jebal)

Hey Yeah

Hey Yeah

Sule chwihaeseo I cried
I was intoxicated so I cried

Neoui jib apeseo neoreul gidaryeo
I waited for you in front of your house

Buli ggeojin jibeuro deuleokaneun

With the light off, I entered the house

Geuwa neoreul bogo sumi makhyeosseo
I saw you and him and I choked on my breath

Nuneul matchugo ipeul matchugo
Eyes were fixed and you kissed

Geureul ango jamideul
You embraced him and fell asleep

Nega neomu miweoseo
I really hate you

Ipsul ggaemulgo nunmul samkigo
I bite my lips and swallow my tears

Jangshin nagan saramcheoreom seo isseo
I stood there like a crazy person

Nan ojik neorago
To me, it’s still only you

Yeongweonhi neorago
Forever, it’s you

Teojyeobeorin nunmure jujeoanja bulreo
With bursting tears as I collapse, I call out,

Neol bulreo
I call out for you

I just don't get it, get it,
Why don't you get it, get it,

Jebal neo geu saram bomyeo utjima
Please, if you look at him, don’t smile

Jebal neo geu saram ip matchujima
Please don’t kiss him

Cuz you're the cheater, a liar,
and a killer

nuneul kameumyeon Baby

When I close my eyes, Baby

ajikdo nega gyeote ittneun geot gata

I think I’m still at your side

ne sumkyeori ne sarangi nae aneseo
Your breath, your love are inside me

domangjaji mothage butjabgo isseulrae
I tightly hold you so you can’t escape

biga naeryeoseo modu ssitgyeoseo ibyeolhan
Because it rains, the separation is all washed away

geu giokdeureul sarajige hago shipeo
I want those memories to disappear

eodum sokeuro deo meon goseuro
Into the darkness, into a further place,

nae apeun nunmuldeureul deryeoga jweo
Please take away my painful tears

Nan ojik neorago
To me, it’s still only you

Yeongweonhi neorago
Forever, it’s you

Teojyeobeorin nunmure
With bursting tears,

jujeoanja bulreo
As I collapse, I call out,

Neol bulreo
I call out for you

I just don't get it, get it,
Why don't you get it, get it,

Jebal neo geu saram bomyeo utjima
Please, if you look at him, don’t smile

Jebal neo geu saram ip matchujima
Please don’t kiss him

Cuz you're the cheater, a liar,
and a killer

peojineun dambae yeongin sairo
Between the spreading tobacco smoke

neoreul heuteojige haedo
You disperse

hayahge nega deo-uk gipge saegyeojyeo
You become more deeply etched in white

neoreul mot ijeo
I can’t forget you

Oh Girl
Oh Girl

Dashi naegero wa
Come back to me

Michil deut sorichyeo neomaneul saranghae
Shouting like crazy, I love only you

Neoreul bonaen jalmote
It was wrong to let go of you

Huhwihamyeo bireo
Regretfully, I beg

Nan bireo
I beg

I just don't get it, get it,
Why can't you get it, get it,
Jebal neo geu saram pume anjima
Please, don’t embrace in his arms
Jebal neo geu saram saranghajima
Please don’t love him

Cuz you're the cheater, a liar,
and a killer

Oh Baby, I need you
You took my love
and killed it girl
You took my love

You took my love
and killed it girl

You took my love
and killed it girl

ireojima
Don’t do it this way

You took my love
and killed it girl

Why my heart cries
Oh Girl, (It's) like you killed me
You took my love
and killed it girl
Baby you killed it

Jebal nal ddeonakajima
Please don’t leave me

*this song that I fall in love when I first understand the lyrics…so sad to that guy..he just only can watch outside..*